Saturday, February 19, 2011

pages 125-150

Kristina's Dad calls and leaves a message that he's coming to visit. He hasn't been to visit in many years and her Mom and sister throw a fit about it. Especially Kristina's sister,Leigh, has a huge problem with him coming to visit. Especially since she's bringing her new girlfriend, yes girlfriend. Kristina asked Leigh to be Hunter's, Kristina's son, god mother and she accepts. Kristina struggles with taking care of Hunter since the drugs is making her want to crash for days at a time. Kristina is constantly thinking about finding a new guy, whether she loves him or not she just wants someone to care about her and look at her the way people did before she had Hunter. She constantly refers the meth as the "monster" and when the monster enters her body Bre shows up. She acts completely different when she's on meth so she refers to herself as Bre. Bre constantly nags her to do the wrong thing and act with devaint behavior. She constantly is finding any excuse to leave the room to get a few hits so she can get her buzz. She stops by the seven eleven to drop off her application and luckily the boss is there. He takes her in his back office and is very obviously attraccted to Kristina. Bre takes over and flirts right back with him and he offers her the job, so she starts Monday.

I find this book interesting but watching someone be so self destructive is hard to read about. I don't agree with anything she does but it's sad how the drugs have taken over her life and she can't stop. I really feel bad for Hunter and hope that he can have a normal life because Kristina isn't making responsible decisions and if she keeps up with what she's doing then life will go down hill for all of them. I also find it pathetic and kind of repulsive that she has to be so flirty and vulgar with the boss and seven eleven to get her way. She's manipulative and i've learned that's what drugs make people do.

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